new pc is here and working hell yeah, I can finally play the games ive always wanted now :D

I cant believe how good my new monitor is, really shows how shit my laptop was lolol poor thing worked so hard for me, thank you for ur service o7

why do some people think that in order to be happy you need to fit into a certain box. People find joy in different things, I can like problematic things and enjoy certain activities that YOU dislike that doesnt mean im miserable?? Welp whatever, I gotta stop caring about how other people see me. I always say I dont care how people percieve me but deep down it does still bother me

Had a dream there was a sick princess and the only way for her to be cured is to marry a man and listen to music but she refused to and would rather stay sick. So instead I decided to make music for her and marry her so she was cured and danced around and we lived a happy ever after

the mental battle has started yet again, I thought I was doing better these past few days hhh

so stressed all the time that I wake up with sore muscles because even in my sleep im still tensed up